I live alone. I don't get out much so I have to find ways to entertain myself. Because of the Depo-Provera injections I get monthly which chemically castrates me and pretty much stops me from getting an erection and while I can still have an orgasm most of the time my cum just empties in my bladder and I pee it out. Thick pee isn't much fun so I don't jerk off often. My chemical castration is totally elective for pleasure and self identity not by any sort of court order. Rub my belly just right though and you can get anything you want from me.